who am i kidding?

片段中　有些散落

有些深刻的錯

還不懂　這一秒鐘

怎麼舉動　怎麼好好地和誰牽手

那寂寞有些許不同

我挑著留下沒說

那生活還過分激動　沒什麼我已經以為能夠把握

而我不再覺得失去是捨不得

有時候只願意聽你唱完一首歌

在所有人事已非的景色裡

我最喜歡你

你知道　你曾經讓人被愛並且經過

畢竟是有著怯怯但能　給的沉默

在所有不被想起的快樂裡

我最喜歡你

i wonder if there's something worth to live for

your response to my message? your incredible caring of me?

you just think too good of me and you just expect too much of me

and i can't help but behalf well and collapse from time to time..

you care me so much whereas you said part of you is broken, losing the ability to express sadness

i'm afraid that i will break your heart and i can't stand any fighting between us

there's still a big distance between us

i feel strange to you

it is the strangeness that make me excited

regardless that you try to treat me like a family

it is so strange that doing so could make you easily to be harmed

i feel my eyes well up with tears